Honest to goodness truth (?)
I’m not ready to get owned by Vegas w/out my boo. I don’t feel right “trying” to dress up a certain way because imma be surrounded by girls who dress the “Vegas-way.” I AIN’T LIKE THAT! And if I were, I’d ONLY want to be that way with my boo. I’ve been saying for the past few years “Thank the lord I’m w/ Andrew, b/c if I were still single…the way I am would NOT cut it!” There are lots of things that I don’t do that most girls typically do. First off, MOST GIRLS DON’T CHOP OFF THEIR HAIR TO MY LENGTH! They have that sexy, flowy hair. I have a short, boyish cut. ANd frankly, I <3 it! And I <3 it more because my boyfriend doesn’t mind my individuality and my security NOT found in my hair. I”ll be surrounded by girls with long, luscious hair that will be curled over their strapless dresses! Which leads into the secondly…I DON’T WEAR STRAPLESS DRESSES!! I’m being asked to wear “Vegas” appropriate clothes?! WTF?! I’m not in denial! I DON’T HAVE BOOBS TO CARRY THAT DRESS! LMFAO! I would much rather feel confident in a strapped dress than having to always slip a time during my dancing to pull up the dress! I don’t even wear strapless in LA clubs! Not even for my boyfriend for goodness sakes! I choose comfortability over “sexiness” ANY DAY! THirdly, I don’t put on makeup because I feel the need to. I do it because I love how my boyfriend loves me for me. He loves the way I look when I roll out of bed. Because of that, I want to put on makeup for him—because he doesn’t demand it. I want him to remember that even after 7 years, I’m willing to go that extra mile, JUST BECAUSE. BUT NO! NOT IN VEGAS!! ALL these girls be wearing thick ass fake lashes and dark ass make-up…HOW TIRESOME! too much effort damnit! Fourthly (which is extremely gross), I don’t shave my legs often! WHO THE HELL?! LMFAO! I love the feeling of smooth legs, but i hate the effort that has to go with it! It adds 10-15 minutes to my showers! LIKE HONESTLY! I just need 5-10 minutes in the shower! Sigh!! I ain’t goin’ to Vegas to impress no boys! I got my bug-a-boo who DOESN’T FRET about all of that stuff (Granted, it’s because i wear jeans so he can’t see the ugliness)!! Sigh…
I am NOT Vegas material damnit! I like to wear the most natural makeup, the simplest, comfortable dress, and my over-the-knee high heeled boots (that does not demand shaving). this vegas trip, without my boyfriend, will be extremely different and weird! I DOn’t like thinking about the experience. It’s not that I’ve grown so dependent on him, it’s just…if i don’t go to those extremes with him, WHY THE HELL should I go and do all that extra stuff WITHOUT HIM! *sigh* AM I a dork? MOST LIKELY! BUT i’m a dork with a boyfriend…so…SLAP IN YO’ FACE!
BUT what’s gonna happen this weekend? Imma most likely do all of the things above that i HATE all for my bestest friend’s birthday…If this ain’t love, i don’t know what is!
p.s. Not getting drunk in Vegas…i only get drunk w/ people I trust and know will be able to take care of me IF i need it…
